So, it's New Years Eve. About 3 hours more till 2013. And I've got to say, 2012 was the worst year of my life. I mean there are some highlights. But very few. One of the main one is obviously getting the girl I've been chasing after for 10 months. But she kind of ruined my New Years mood because she thinks I've been lying to her about something. I mean I know I lied to her sometimes but it doesn't mean I lied about EVERYTHING I said. But it doesn't matter now. In a couple of hours it would be last year. Anyway, another one of the highlights is well moving on to Secondary 3. I was actually surprised I was promoted because I was the last in class. I never even studied at all. Kind of a miracle but still a good thing. And also all the time I've been out with my bros. Roy, Immanuel and Marc. They're my 3 closest friends. I would never want to lose them. We even planned to go bar hopping on the day where all 4 of us are legal. And we'll yeah. Those are pretty much all my highlights. Not so many, but that's why this year sucked. Even my birthday sucked. Which was no surprise. Haven't had a good birthday in years. I doubt I'll have a good one next year so I just plan to sleep all day on my birthday. Anyway, this year wasn't as fun as I expected it to be. It has been a really emotional one for me. Especially the 10 months I waited for the girl I've wanted. I mean all the times I've went out with her or something ware really special to me. But it was still really emotional. It was mostly happy times but I felt that we had more fights than good times. Now that I have her, I kind of thing I was stupid for waiting this long for a girl when there are other. But I'm glad I was stupid enough to do it. Because it was totally worth it. I'm glad I tried. I'm glad I fought for her. I'm glad that I stayed strong. I'm happier with her. But the thing about 2013 is that I'll barely get to see her... I'm going to miss her more than I have. But it's school. Everyone has to go. I still think I'm bad at relationships though. I'm a shy guy. I can't make the first move. Which is stupid. I'm the guy. I have to make the first move. But I just can't knowing she isn't over her ex. I just sometimes think that whenever we cuddle or something, she'll wish it was her ex instead of me. But never mind. That's why I'm not making my move until I'm more comfortable with her and when she's over her ex. Anyway, that's pretty much it. Well except for the fact that this was the most emotional week ever. Helping two friends with their relationship problem. By myself. But it worked out for both of them. I think.
Hmmmm. New year resolutions.
Work hard, be productive, don't make any teacher hate me, sleep only for a maximum of 2 hours in class, make my relationships work out, no more smoking, work out more, keep all the friends I have, no more fighting, love the girl love with all my heart. That's pretty much all I can think of. Yup. Happy new year everyone
